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Saturday, 17 March 2012

It's your party but I'll cry if I want to


Top and skirt - H&M; belt - Primark; patterned tights - unknown; shoes - New Look

I tell myself all the time that our happiness is up to ourselves, and no one else. I know I have been troubled by anxiety and depression, and I know I have come a really long way over the past few years. But at the same time, I know these issues won't just leave me. There will probably be traces of anxiety with me forever. If I can just deal with that - and I know I can and I have in the past - then my future can still be the most beautiful thing possible.

It's just hard to remember that when everyone else seems happier than you, and you can't understand why.

But for now, let's have a positive attitude! 



2 comments:

  1. I'm just going to quote you at you, sorry-
    "It's just hard to remember that when everyone else seems happier than you, and you can't understand why."
    This is very very very very true to me too. I also suffer from depression and it's awful, because it's all illogical and drains your will to look at things rationally and be content. :(

    Happy music is a miracle thing though! :D

    Also you look beautiful. Those shoes are really good! I haven't been to newlook in ages, I need to. ^^

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    1. Sometimes happy music is all that gets me through the day :') Yes, you have really summed it up perfectly there! For a long time I felt that I was helpless and just destined to feel like this, and not live the same kind of life as other people... The hard part is breaking through that feeling of powerlessness. And then, when you do manage to be happy, life is suddenly absolutely beautiful.

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